Nerves.
Alright. Time is counting down to the re-launch of EdgeMMG.
Nerves are starting to kick in. So much to do, so many of the building blocks still not locked into place.
Worst part about it is that some of the pieces I thought had fallen into place may not actually be in place.
I must redouble my efforts to ensure a smooth launch. I just don’t know if I have it in me to do so.
I suppose I am just having the overall feeling of being washed up. Pretty odd though. 24 and washed up. Heh, perhaps I should just come to the realization that happiness and success are out of my reach. Stop trying to reach for the stars and just concentrate on walking the road that is laid out before me. Yeah right. The burning passion I have inside WILL get me to the point of success I desire. Hopefully.
Well, time to shake myself out of this weird state of psuedo-depression and get busy re-aligning my life to make it happen.
Pretty words and pep talks to myself wont do a damn thing. Will means nothing if not executed by action.